In a recent botany class I took for fun, I learned
the taxonomic Family, Genus and Species of about 60 different woody plants.
This month I also attended the annual Great Salt Lake Bird Festival, a mecca
for migratory bird enthusiasts and avid birders, who devoutly greet the some 5
million birds who migrate through our state each year. In all my efforts to
identify plants and birds using dichotomous keys and beautifully illustrated
books, I wonder about the process of naming. In Genesis, Adam names the
animals. But what’s in a name? Is naming an act of relationship? Or, is it one
of dominance and control? Keying out plants was sometimes frustrating, and I
did more reading than observing the actual plant. But, as I learned the new
vocabulary of plant anatomy and was able to identify more and more plants and
their habitats, the landscape took on a more transparent feeling. It was like
adding letters to an alphabet, or the slow process of getting to know someone. In
some small way, knowing something about a plant connects me to it. And lately,
I have been desperate for connection to myself, the earth and to God. So, while
the process of naming plants was
frustrating and hardly very spiritual, as I learn more and more plants, their
habitats and uses, I feel surrounded by familiar faces. Naming has also allowed
me to be present to the creatures before me, as a miraculous manifestation of
the Ground of Being, the one become many. So, to name something, to recognize
it, is to enrich my vocabulary for the face of God. He was once a white-robed, bearded
male in the sky; now s/he is a dizzying diversity of plants, animals, rivers,
rocks, lichens, mosses, invertebrates, fishes, and birds.
As I learned to identify birds and their calls, the
incomprehensible chatter and flitting of a dusk sky became a grammar of winged
fellow creatures. The general descriptor ‘Bird’ became the myriad Northern
Flicker, Yellow Warbler, Sand Hill Crane, etc. Since the GSL Bird Festival
birding has becoming a kind of walking meditation. The other day, I was standing
on a flat boulder on the west bank of the Provo River just outside of Heber,
Utah; I was mesmerized by the rush of water as it meandered slowly southwestward.
The body of the river I was in had been restored to an undulating meander, and
was surrounded by ponds and wetland. I focused on my breathing as I scanned the
sky for flying objects. An Osprey appeared suddenly, hovered in place and
dipped out of site beyond the trees. In a small pond in sight of the passing
freeway, a beaver swam through the shallows. A buck froze with the whiff of my
scent. I heard the haunting call of Sand Hill Cranes in the distance. By
actively searching for birds, I am that much more
present and mindful to all creatures. I am not so distracted by my thoughts as I would be if I were simply hiking, thinking about my to-do list for tomorrow. This is the focused meditation of the mystics that opens to door to God. As I walk, I feel
the quality and temperature of the air passing through my nostrils as I go from
shade to sun, I hear the sound my shoes make on the gravel and I anticipate any
warble or dip in the air. I feel a deep sense of calm. What beauty there is to
behold in the some 8.7 million creatures on this earth, each unique, each
striving to live, and each a manifestation of the miracle that is life. Eight point seven
million names for God, the Ground of Being.
Back in my truck, a man with his fly rod ambled by
not noticing me. Loading his gear, he mumbled some unrecognizable
words in melody and then broke into a more clear singing voice:
“Oh, it is wonderful that he
should care for me, enough to die for me.
Oh, it is wonderful,
wonderful to me!”
I smiled
to myself and began to sing along to this familiar hymn. I felt a deep
happiness that this (most likely) Mormon man was connecting his deeply held
spiritual beliefs to a quick after work fishing trip. But I hope he also realizes that
just as his temple rituals and church meetings teach him how to become closer to
God, the fish that slip through his fingers, the river he stood in, the plants
on its banks and the birds overhead are closer to God than he thinks!
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